I've been so incredibly busy! Uhm, yeah I haven't blogged in a while. I have discovered that even though I moved back to Virginia, and everything, is that I still don't feel settled. I don't really want to be here. I want to explore, and try new things. I don't know where I want to go, and now its far more complicated with my new boyfriend Teddy, and everything. Its kind of like I want to just leave Virginia again, and never come back, but I know that no matter what my heart will still be here. And to be honest I don't know if anywhere I'll go will make me happy. I'm too cynical of peope, and because of that I don't think I'll ever find people I'll want to be around. Gah, I'll probably just stay in Virginia the rest of my life, get a 9-5 job, and find a husband, and have kids, and never experience anything. How disappointing...
And to make things worse, the Eagles lost. I'm so upset about that.
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I know the feeling. Old enough to actually do something with your life and no clue what to do, right? Best advice I got is don't settle. If you're able to do it, get out there. Move elsewhere, do something new. I want to move away from VA eventually too and wish I could do it now. Hopefully you can figure out what to do though.